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try to read the title at only a glance..you cant?of course..it annoying right?yup..well enough of the fu*ky introduction.come back straight to the point.yes.its been a stress up week.might as well i can say for the past 3 week.everythin been pretty mess up from A to Z.

well brotha,you better grab urself a cup of warm coffee now..coz this gonna be a longgg post*bajet ramai pulak nak baca*.back to the post.yes i fuck up myself.easy as that.i came to the point where i hurt so many feeling and end up i feel...err i feel..*cant explain*...yes until that stage.stage im no longer know how to express it myself.

f*ck this feeling.i just didnt know what to do or how to react.it just came like zazzzzz..padan muka kau now kene semua blk kat kau..yess i did it..thats how it feels..im not going to story morry what actually happen to me..this is an issue of privacy matter anyway..

i've been spill it out to my personal counselor,which is my friend who really understand of the situation..so to that whoever you are..thanks for helping me alot going through this transition of my life learn process.

yes i've learnt alot actually.so take the moral of the story of my situation.

situation 1:"eh,biarlah aku nak kutuk orang ape kat fb pun.tu fb aku."

moral 1 :jangan main nak kutuk org je jaga hati org lain juga.peace.

situation 2:"ahhh,malas la.buat ape aku nak tegur dulu."

moral 2 :rendahkan ego diri tu.tak dapat ape2 pun ego tinggi.

situation 3:"hahaha..aku berjaya buat orang lain semua tak layan kau"

moral 3 :ishh tak baik.end up korang balik yang akan rasa lonely.

situatin 4:"biarlah rahsia."

moral 4 :ni bukan lagu siti tapi atleast do tell someone who you can really trust.they might help u.

situation 5:"aduh aku betul2 tak tau nak buat ape ni,aku terpaksa buat tindakan jahat."

moral 5:well sometimes tindakan jahat tu can turn into a good deeds.maybe that person will not know.but as long u know what you do and its not selfish.hey thats totally fine.

situation 6:"weyh semalam kau wasted gile smpi semua masalah kau.kau bgtau."

moral 6:THIS!yes it can turn out to be whether good or bad.because once the right people know what u've been gone through lately.for sure they will help you.but once not the right people knew it,it would be vice versa.

situation 7:"aku nak tegur tp malu"

moral 7 :nak malu ape,hey we talking about friendship,shit do happen sometimes.

thats all kiddos.enough of the situation and moral lesson class.since i've been dragging this horse(problem) around,hence now im gonna bury that horse in the ground.i just wanted to start everything again.but of course its hard to dance with a devils on your back.so now im totally done with my graceless heart,tonight im gonna cut it out and then push the button restart.hope everything will be orite soon.CROSS FINGER.